I haven't the slightest clue why I put up with some of the shit I do.

Yesterday work sucked. Eight in the morning to, well, eleven-fifteen at night. That's illegal, right?

My boss decided to make lunch break a "get it when you can" period. So I took over her job, a simple lunch-time mutiny, and coordinated the lunches. Everyone (thanks to my ingenuity) got their respectable lunches and I got to throw it in my boss's face!

At Papa John's, I still refused to speak to Conrad unless I needed to.
The reason? Thursday night, me, him, and CJ wer high, (Shannon was there, too), and I guess he thought it'd be funny calling me a girl. That and he dropped the F-Bomb--called me a faggot! Then he said in retortion to my "I don't like that word, don't call me that" : "Why not? You are a faggot!"

I'll only put up with that shit for a certain amount of time before it pisses me off to my extent. He's reaching it. He can fuck himself...

Same thing happened yesterday at work. The new kid, Craig, though he'd call me a faggot.. used the same context as Conrad, said nearly the same thing when I told him I hated that word.

I told him to fuck off, then I told my boss she needs to know that if he says it again, I'll deck his ass. Told 'er so I couldn't get in trouble when he says it again.
But I don't know him well enough to have to put up with his shit, so it won't hurt me to hurt him.

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I find that the friends I think are my friends question everything I do, and try to oppose it every chance they get.

Like my religion...
My sexuality...
My music...
My mannerisms...

"You're going to hell because you don't believe in god!" -- "No... I don't believe in hell... so I can't go there..."
"You shouldn't be gay." -- "I'm sorry. I'll turn my gay-switch off. *in deep masculine voice* There... That better?"
"Why do you listen to that emo shit?" -- "What emo shit? You mean the stuff that you listen to, too?" -- "From Autumn to Ashes isn't emo, its metal!" -- "Don't be naive! Emo isn't in the sound of the music.. it's in the lyrics, and FATA is emo!"
"Why do you act so feminine?" -- "Why do you act so masculine?" -- "Because I'm straight." -- "Well, I'm not... deal with it."

^^Just some things that I hear often...


God, I'm bored!